Is Hurting and Feeling Silly

So, you can pretty much disregard my last post. I was under the impression that the offer at Beeville was a certain offer. I guess it was a hypothetical when they said the job was mine I just had to accept the offer. The lady I told that I would accept the offer on Friday, called today to say that apparently the director had scheduled some interviews with other people and they wanted to go ahead and meet with them. So, I don't have the job just yet, if at all. At this point nothing is certain. It's all in God's hands. Of course, that leaves me a bit uncertain on what to do. I know the thing to do is to keep seeking God and pray, but beyond that I don't have a clue. I can't help but feel a bit hurt by everything though, I mean all this weekend I went around telling people I had a job at the children's home. I'm going to feel a bit foolish going back to all those people and say that I may not be after all. It reminds me of when I went to Hawaii and spent the week telling those in our tour group about my fiance, and being engaged, and then the day I got back he broke up with me. I felt kind of foolish then like I do now. I know God has a plan, he always does, perhaps I wasn't meant to be there and something else will come up, or perhaps I am and all of this hurt will be for nothing other than seeing how I respond. Oh well, I've told Jesus, and he'll figure it out!